http://icollectmoments.livejournal.com/ in the same dapple of sunlight caught - LiveJournal.com Sun, 20 Jan 2008 02:24:22 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com icollectmoments 14712981 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/70540237/14712981 http://icollectmoments.livejournal.com/ 100 73 http://icollectmoments.livejournal.com/863.html Sun, 20 Jan 2008 02:24:22 GMT http://icollectmoments.livejournal.com/863.html <p>it's hot<br />and the spandex sticks like malt<br />to your body;<br />sweat mixed with the bright-cheery scent of suntan lotion<br />and red towels and blue chlorine.<br /><br />but i do it still.<br />Because when the water touches me<br />and i let the cold seep in,<br />it feels like sloughing off an old skin<br />and&nbsp;i find that beneath, it's quiet<br />and numb.<br /><br />the catches of sun<br />look different through the shimmer<br /><br />if i stay long enough<br />below, it starts to hurt;<br />masking&nbsp;a familiar ache<br />and (in between the days)<br />i escape gravity once more.<br /><br />-------<br /><br />i have this crazy urge to chop off my hair again. to let it be&nbsp; a feather-light dusting around my ears. to feel the&nbsp;emptiness below.<br /><br />and i lack sleep! why does that mother of mine wake me up at eight when i need more sleep! :(<br /><br /><br /></p> http://icollectmoments.livejournal.com/863.html linger by cranberries linger by cranberries groggy public 0 http://icollectmoments.livejournal.com/634.html Sat, 19 Jan 2008 16:41:01 GMT http://icollectmoments.livejournal.com/634.html we'll collect the moments one by one <br />and that's how the future's done...<br /><br />---<br /><br />feeling like a stupid fish<br />crying through its gills<br /><br /><em>fish have three-second-long&nbsp;memories,&nbsp;<br /><br />1&nbsp;&nbsp; 2&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 3 !&nbsp;<br /><br />then pouff! everything is new again...<br />maybe i should become a fish...</em> g http://icollectmoments.livejournal.com/634.html indescribable public 0